3 years ago on November 30th our life changed...though some people on the outside view our lives as disrupted or "bad luck", as we take a look back we realize that God is so good. Who needs luck, when the one who created us has our side. I'm not gonna lie almost dying, spending a week begging 10 doctors to try and save what was left of his eye, being away from the kids, barely being able to stand without passing out, realizing that I had to go back to work when we got home, spending 10 months of uncertainty whether he would ever return to work, then when he did never recovering which ended in walking away from our beloved home....it was hard. As I type this though, I am truly thankful for all of it. God taught us to lean on him-for shelter (which he, himself gave us), for food (never had been in drought of food before-but he never allowed us to go hungry), for each other. Sometimes I hear people say the worse time of the year for tragedy to happen is the holidays. I would like to suggest the opposite. I am thankful for our tragedy and for its placement in our journey. Now I can be thankful everyday, but reflect every holiday of how good God is in our lives. God is definitely why I rise in the morning and sleep with peace in my heart at night. I want more of him, so much more.
Lord, I come to you and ask that I can be more like you. You lift me in times of despair and give me hope and a future. I don't want my flesh taking control of anything in the journey that you are setting before me. I ask for boldness and to be courageous to follow your will. It takes these things, Lord, to be obedient to your will. Give me your words to encourage and to see people the way you see them. Fill our home with your Love, Compassion, Forgiveness, and Strength. I want to be the light in the darkness to those that are hurting. Lord, this family I call mine, is truly yours. Allow us to grow in you together and reach the lost and hurt together as a family. You are our creator, our healing, our Prince of Peace, and King of Kings...In your holy name, Jesus and Abba Father, Amen.